I’m not quite sure if I will get back into this blog. Do you guys want me too? Idk. I mean one of my close friends has recently killed herself and I want you guys to know.  You may not think people will care but let me tell you my school community has been a wreck.  Kids I thought didn’t know her bawling in class, teachers blaming themselves for being too hard. Me thinking I could have done something. I could have saved her.  Everyone is a wreck. So please never think it’s a way out because even though you may be gone, all those other people have to live with it.  Affecting kids grades, maybe now since they are slipping they won’t get into a certain college. You don’t know how you can affect someone elses life. I just don’t know where I’m going with this ramble. Let me tell you even though I don’t know you I’ll be here for you and I care.